THE REALIZATION

What part of you needs the most care, the most tending to, the most healing ? I feel part of me is trapped at 17.

There are pieces of me still scattered across that city.

I pulled the tower card, again, and again.

Low vibrating worlds.

Playing small. I hate this for me.

I’ve created versions of people in my head just as people have created characters out of me... and then disappear when I’m bored.

It’s pure talent to be able to romanticize the shittiest of moments.

There was a point in life where I was afraid of what my desperation would do.

Unaware of the power my darkness carried.

& I’m tired of having to learn my lessons at the expense of other people’s feelings. It doesn’t feel good.

Is anyone safe with me? Am I safe with myself?